Care-free period..

These days met up with Crosby and Zhentai. That night we went pai game then follow by supper. I still rem those old days... Years ago yet seem happened just then. When we after school, change to home clothes then go out liao. (sometimes, didnt even change, lol) Sometimes, go take neo print. LOL. That was the days without any worries. Only play and sleep. Still rem the multi storey carpark where we went up whether to drink or play.

Come to the arcade... guess we start playing from sec 2. used to be in the 3rd level oriental. then close down liao and we shifted our "playground" to the bowling alley there. Mmm.. still recalling eric once ask me whether we will still be playing arcade when we grow up. I told him... "you see that uncle? so what do u think?" Haha.. well.. I guess we had already grow up.

These days was really enjoyable. Meeting my gf everyday for dinner or "gai gai". Went to downtown together today to buy a present. Time is running short for me, soon I will be posting to units or training school. If life goes on like this, No worries, no sorrow, no painful experiences.. That would be good.. :)

Yesterday, I went for my driving lesson, after that I alone went to the paya lebar SingPost there to have Mac breakfast. From the outside, it's seem crowded. Until I brought my food and finally settled down. I found out that those are a group of mentally not that good ppl. 2 teacher or maybe social workers guide them along - Makan, ask them to settle down. Somehow after seeing all these things, I guess once again I'm charged with motivation. Often we thought that we are unfortunate, sway or what. Well.. only if u come cross them, suddenly you feel blessed or lucky to be yourself.

-Always remember when you feel helpless, there is always someone in a worse state than you. The life given to you... is not that bad after all.

Finally..

Mm... Wow.. I had already came back for so many days. Now then I finally wanna start pen. Recalling the very first few week during my PTP, our OC actually ask us to come out with our personal goal for the 13wks. So after some considerations, I came out with this.

GOALS
1)Silver for IPPT
2)Marksmanship
3)SOC pass with grade A timing.
4)Enter OCS.
5)Don't fall sick throughout the whole PTP/BMT.

I still rem the night before my IPPT, I was actually having fever, cough and flu. I couldn't get to sleep and I was feeling bloody cold. Because I don't want my sad story to continue. I keep telling myself that tml morning I must take the IPPT if not, I gonna come back during my block leave to take it which I don't wish to.

That night, I drink lot of water. The most I ever had drink. Siwtch the fan to 2. (ha.. my bunk mate was complaining why so hot. lol...) just to make myself dont get worse.

Morning came so early that I hardly have any sleep. Before my IPPT, I took my temp which is around 37.3C even though the temp had dropped. I still feel weak. I hold on... push myself to the limit and I get through.

Now that most of my goals had achieved and did even better(not for the marksman) , only left the Enter OCS, which is beyond my control. So let's just let nature take it's course.

Cheers!

-To succeed in anything, we must first believe in it.

Time flies....

Wow... Just a blink of eye.. It has been 3mths... All those tough time don't last... Now I had already POP (Pass Out Parade) from tekong. These days been catching up with frens, loves one. See when got time then update a full one..

Regards...
Chun wai