Finally..

Mm... Wow.. I had already came back for so many days. Now then I finally wanna start pen. Recalling the very first few week during my PTP, our OC actually ask us to come out with our personal goal for the 13wks. So after some considerations, I came out with this.

GOALS
1)Silver for IPPT
2)Marksmanship
3)SOC pass with grade A timing.
4)Enter OCS.
5)Don't fall sick throughout the whole PTP/BMT.

I still rem the night before my IPPT, I was actually having fever, cough and flu. I couldn't get to sleep and I was feeling bloody cold. Because I don't want my sad story to continue. I keep telling myself that tml morning I must take the IPPT if not, I gonna come back during my block leave to take it which I don't wish to.

That night, I drink lot of water. The most I ever had drink. Siwtch the fan to 2. (ha.. my bunk mate was complaining why so hot. lol...) just to make myself dont get worse.

Morning came so early that I hardly have any sleep. Before my IPPT, I took my temp which is around 37.3C even though the temp had dropped. I still feel weak. I hold on... push myself to the limit and I get through.

Now that most of my goals had achieved and did even better(not for the marksman) , only left the Enter OCS, which is beyond my control. So let's just let nature take it's course.

Cheers!

-To succeed in anything, we must first believe in it.